It's 5:37am. I'm leaving with a few friends for New Orleans in 3 hours and I have yet to sleep...at least I wear delirium well. I am also doing a first for me on this trip, I'm meeting a guy. Now to specify...I am meeting a guy I met online roughly 5 days ago. We clicked pretty good and hit off so I guess we figured hell, why not meet, we might not get another chance. The thing I find interesting (Other than hes 23 and a blonde...I've never gone after a blonde and I usually focus on men in their late 20's - mid 30's) is that I'm actually excited to meet him. After Bobby I didn't see that happening for a few years and yes it has almost been 1 year but still. We will see how things go...hopefully well.
A few people think I am crazy for this adventure...but, the way I look at it is I have met 2 people (men) online before. 1 has been a good friend of mine since we met in person which was around 6 years ago, the other is marrying my best friend. The friend whose bachelorette party we are going to in New Orleans in 3 hours. So speaking from experience meeting people online isn't always stupid or careless...as long as your careful.
Right now I'm just really trying to pass time until I have to get up and start moving around. I know there is no point whatsoever in me trying to sleep right now an hour of sleep will only piss me off and probably make me more groggy. I have 2 hours till I have to walk out the door and it feels like its dragging so much ass.
Random note- made my first penis shaped cake tonight.
After mom and dad come get the last load of stuff from the apt (this weekend) and I do a last run through/ clean through I will officially all moved out of my apartment and back in with the rents. I am looking forward to it but still don't wanna be far from Monroe. But I think it will be a very worthwhile decision.
It's 6am...my eyeballs feel like they are boring into my head, I want a cigarette to stay awake but I am out until we leave. Boosuck.
I have apparently turned an actual blog into nothing but writing every thought that pops in my head...I told you I wear delirium well. I feel deeply sorry for everyone in the car with me.
My apologies now.
K well this ate up 30 minutes...and who the hell is texting me at this hour...ah dude I'm meeting is texting me.
I'm gonna go and try not to scare people...
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