I got my tattoo on my back altered, there is a tear drop in the center of it now...which over time is going to be filled in until the entire background is red again. Reason for this is I originally got the tattoo because of a horrible breakup, mainly as a reminder. It hit me a few days ago that while getting the tattoo helped a little, I really have not healed at all from that blow. So I had Allen put the tear drop in...as I heal emotionally I am going to have the tear drop filled in more and more until hopefully its gone.
Next order of business I am wanting to start dancing again so bad. Going to Hustler last night reminded me of how much I miss it. I wont be dancing in Shreveport though something about it just seems to much like Monroe, too close, too much bullshit. So I am going to wait and dance again in New Orleans. I am changing my stage name though so say goodbye to Trouble/Ivy. I believe I am going to go by Wicked. All because of the remix to "Just Got Wicked" - Cold. I love the original song but the idea of someone walking out on stage to the remix is amazing...
Here is what I am talking about...
The other reason for the name is I want to get into alternative modeling and I need something that is a little less cliche' and fits me at the same time. Wicked is something I believe could work for me.
I had a couple of people suggest Suicide Girls to me and I liked the idea but after reviewing the rules...I don't think it is something I can do. Mainly for the fact that your submitting photo shoot has to be full nude. Not spread eagle mind you, but bare tits and bare ass...which I don't think I could deal with that. I am fine with being topless in front of random people in the bar because there is no evidence. Once you go naked online, you cannot take it back. So no Suicide Girls for me. :(
Oh well I will find another way to get out there.
For now time to watch Insidious and try to go to sleep.
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